milo

You may never see this cos i'll never tell you i wrote this to you. Forgive me

i'm sorry. sorry for all i've done.
done what i shouldn't have.
have regretted all that i did.
did you notice how upset i was today?
today i daren't look you in the eyes.
eyes, they say so much.
much more than you'd ever know.
know what?
what i've done was wrong.
wrong in God's eyes, and yours.
yours, your trust, it means alot.
alot of times i've said sorry.
sorry didn't seem so much to you, i guess.
guess it's all that i did that matters.
matters that you talk to me, today and tomorrow.
tomorrow i'll say my final apologies.
apologies for being an idiot.
idiotidiot.
idiot, or more like a bitch.

It's been so long so long

Alrighty. it's been a super long while since i did anything here. that's because i've been having lots of distractions. mr television is one of the reasons. mr horrible homework is another. the worst is ms cca. as you can see, i'm craptalking. i have nothing to do because i've been such a good girl. meaning: i've done all my work. yeah. so that's it for  now. bye :)  

26th Post! Lots of PICTURES!

Pictures Speak A Thousand Words ey?

I made a mistake on the 10th picture. It's supposed to be 'from right' not 'from left'.

I ALSO made a mistake on the 4th picture. It's supposed to be 'King and Limpy'. AHH!! I spelt rinnah's name wrongly! AHHH!!! 

That's all. 

YAY!

As you can see, the title of this post is YAY!.  well, the title was put there, obviously, because i am happy.  just got a call from lim. she said she's in school and she saw the results for streaming. well well well. i got what  wanted. geography and physics , double science. YAY! 

yesterday, me and my cousins went to watch high school musical 3! it was good, real good! haha. oh yes, i must tell you this.i kinda realized that i'm a little, just a little - dumb. yeah. i'll tell you why. my brother asked me to go to the ticketing counter t ask the person how long the show was. so i took the tickets and went there. 

i asked the person," how long is this show?" as i passed the tickets to him.

he replied," what show is it?"

I thought for a little while, i couldn't remember! i said,"uhhhhhhh..." and scratched my head.

he asked," high school musical 3?"

i said," ya,ya,ya."

I literally forgot what show i was watching! it's crazy! haha. 

                                                        - THE END -

nca yuo raed tihs?

Found this in my church's blog

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid, too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe tuo fo 100 anc.

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid,
aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt
tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas
tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! 


If you can read this, your brain is 50% faster
than those who can't. (:

haha. i think alot of you have seen this but its so cool. (: my brain's 50% faster than those of you who cant. yay!

School's coming to an end

In primary school and in sec 1, this sentence would just make me so super duper happy. but this year, however, this sentence actually makes my heart sort of sink. like literally sink. it just has this sour feeling. i didn't like my class at all in the beginning of the year. but well, i guess feelings change as we change physically. i knew that there was a reason from being separated from my good friends in 1B. but i just wasn't enjoying the fact that i was in a whole new class, with new friends. 

now, it's a whole new story.

I don't want a school holiday.

I don't want streaming.

I don't want to get into my desired class.

I just want to be with the friends i made. I want to be called King in the class. I don't want to go to school next year with people calling me amanda. King  is my nickname, for those that do not know. anyway, i want to call my friends the names i created for them. i don't want to be in a whole new class where i call people by their names. like their real names. Sure i know that next year i'll find my friends to add on to the existent circle of friends. it'll just be a different feeling, a different class = a different culture. I'm so accustomed to this class culture, i don't want to change and then put effort in to adapt  to my new class.

 Oh well, all i can say is that i can only hope for the best and prepare for the worst. 

Countdown: 2 days to enjoy  

i have fought the good fight. i have finished the race. i have kept the faith.

No camilla, i will not not not not tell you who it is. because remember what mr owyong said? it is wrong to do this. i also learnt today in church that in my anger, i SHOULD NOT SIN. i'm sorry to that person ok? sorry. please forgive me... you know who you are, so own up! haha. kidding..

This weekend was the worst weekend this year, apart from the weekend during my exams. you know why? you don't know why... let me tell you why. cause, i had to choose my subject combination! disgusting right? exactly. well i had no problem with the humanities part but the choosing science part was horrible! ahhhh.... i didn't know which one to choose! physics or bio?? urghhhh. i chose physics in the end. i thought that it will be more interesting. so i prayed about it. i really hope i made the right decision. i DO NOT want to ever regret this decision i made. i hate this kind of important decisions. bleh... 

oh. today, e-sean gave me a 

belated belated belated belated belated belated belated belated belated belated belated belated

birthday present. thanks alot. the pill was really cool. she put a note inside. haha. cool huh?

i'm going to go now. bye!